Sometimes I honestly don’t know what to do with myself…
Why do I feel this way?! I think I love enough but maybe I should love more… More patience… More and less of everything it seems… All I can do is hope…
Why…
Sometimes I wish I would just leave earth… I fucking suck at life… It seems that I make everything that I touch horrible… Sometimes I feel this world would be better off without me. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this way… And this very moment I feel that way again… I love her and I try to do right by her but I constantly fuck up over and over again. She doesn’t deserve this shit. Maybe I should just go… I don’t want to be anywhere else but with her… What a shitty situation.
